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The Hong Kong flatmate messaged me.




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In the hospital the medicine time is fixed. In the evening, we took medicines from 21:00 to 21:30. As I was waiting for my turn, talking with other patients, someone messaged me.




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I explained what happened in more detail.


The talk seemed to be taking a longer time than before. When I was about to leave the doctor’s room, he said


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My doctor asked me for the details.


I explained, crying


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I replied to Panna for the first time in more than 24 hours.




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Technically speaking, I did not bum or was not completely unemployed as I had some other freelance job every other week. (I have a Japanese colleague who lives in the U.S. and we take turns every other week.)
However, even though I worked every other week, the income was not so much, so there was little difference between when I had work and when I didn’t.
Then what have I been doing?
Of course in the beginning, I tried so hard to get a job. I had some savings with which I could live a life for several months, but such savings would run out some day, and in Estonia the unemployment allowance is not so big (which is around 180 EUR or so), so I wanted to get a job as soon as possible.
Table of Contents
Difficult to get a job in summer in Estonia
What I had done during the unemployment
A sudden email
Skill up
Unregistration on Estonian Unemployment
I was fired in May, and sometime in June, I received an email from one of Estonian job search platforms about a job that I saved just in case, so I made a CV and cover letter shortly.
Luckily, I had the second interview, where they said they stopped hiring people, and they wanted to ask me if I would still be available in autumn.
I told this to my friend, he said this was a common way in Estonia because in summer they are on holidays and usually don’t need new people.
After that, I applied for some other jobs since I got offers from Malta or Manchester, the UK, but the interviews and portfolio were not successful. (I’m usually okay with interviews, but as for the job in Malta, they didn’t proceed due to the fact I was fired. However, it was more like failing a probation because the supply and demand didn’t match. I wasn’t that interested in that new job anyway though.)
Therefore, it is up to you whether to quit a job in summer without the next determined destination, but it might be hard to find.
Praying to be hired in autumn, I still continued job hunting, I did many other things. With the tax return in March, I bought a new iPad Air (the one that you can choose a colour) as well as Procreate (which is a drawing app), and I had drawn something for 30 days.
This is harder than it sounds because my drawing skill is quite good but I didn’t have any skill to use such technology. Therefore, it is still difficult for me to use the app. However, I killed time, and completed a project, so all is good.
Simultaneously, I practised human posing using the posing book that I downloaded a long time ago. I did two pages – four angles a day.
This was an easier task than the Procreate challenge, and although it took 10 to 15 minutes at maximum, one book had many poses, so I started in the middle of June and finished on the first of August.
Also I resumed learning coding. I have used an app called Mimo which I used while I was in the hospital.
It looks like a game, and if you don’t purchase anything, then you consume one heart out of five every mistake. It takes four hours to get the next full heart, so with a free mode, I did in the morning, consuming all the hearts, and after one night, I got five full hearts again.
Personally it took 30 minutes to use all the hearts at maximum, and 10 minutes at minimum.
However, even though I did those three activities, everything was done basically in the morning, so I had a lot of time in the afternoon.
Occasionally I made postcards or took a nap because I couldn’t sleep at night. My mental health was not good, so I was quite depressed even though it was summer.
I also learnt Estonian using a platform, but I finished it all in June. At this time I thought I wanted to take an exam someday, so I guessed maybe it was a good idea to start studying for the exam.
I am a person who basically does not like to be bored and have plans all the time, so this unemployed time was like a torture. I also think I relatively have more hobbies than usual people, but depending on the situation, I couldn’t do them all. However, I believe that unhealthy mental conditions were the biggest cause. I was scared to be unemployed for more than half a year.
Then it became July, and on the first Monday in July, I suddenly received an email. I opened it and found that it was from a company who told me to ask me again in autumn.
They mentioned that their business had grown faster than expected, so they changed their mind to hire people now. Of course I accepted. I don’t miss any opportunity.
When I received an email suddenly, I had no idea what to do, and my mood was still down, so I had lots of empty time, but from the following week I got way more active.
Perhaps this was because I could finally buy medicine that I couldn’t buy for a while. (Strictly speaking, I used this medicine of 150 mg, but it was not effective, and requested my doctor to increase it to 300 mg.)
Otherwise, I basically drew manga about my mental condition and situations or wrote some other blog articles. After that week, I got better enough to learn Estonian again. Then one thing came up to my mind strongly:
I want to learn Swedish again!
I might summarise what I have learnt from Estonian and Swedish learning, and make them serieses to upload here so I’m not going to talk about them here now. (Maybe.)
To sum up for three months, I did these different things. I had cried for two days when I lost a job, but now I can think in a way that it was a good experience because losing a job hardly happens to a Japanese person in Estonia.
Once you get a new job, you need to unregister yourself from the Estonian Unemployment Fund.
They emailed me in July to start working in August, but my life supporter said to me not to unregister yet as anything could happen.
Then in August, I thought I needed to unregister but I wanted to receive an allowance so I had not done it until I received it.
I wanted to unregister on Monday because I was told to talk with an Employment Fund’s worker.
Then I received the allowance on Monday, and I completely forgot to unregister (as I got something to do).
On Tuesday while working, I got a phone call from them, and told them that I already got a job which had already started, and just forgot to unregister, and then the Fund worker said he couldn’t confirm that I had already started. After the call, I asked my boss, and she asked the human resources, and they registered me as a worker. (This happened because the person-in-charge was on holiday, so they couldn’t just proceed.)
After unregistering, you will receive an email from the tax board that you have been registered as a worker, by which, my employment status has also been updated, so the Fund’s worker could confirm as well. I told him that, and he unregistered me.
Therefore, I still don’t know how to unregister on my own.
However, now everything is alright.
Aitäh! 🙂
Sorry to be sudden, but I’m going to talk about the Work Ability Card this time. (Though I don’t have much to say.) I’m going to write what kind of card it is, how long it is valid, and if there are any benefits. You won’t experience such a thing as long as you are just normal.
In April 2021, my mental condition was not really good (which I will explain in the future). Around March or April in 2021, due to COVID-19, we couldn’t communicate with people, and had to work remotely.
I believe this was a tough time for everyone, but in my case it was too much. I have shut out most of my friends that I made in the postgraduate school, and didn’t have many friends though I usually have. (However, I often hang out with just a few of them, even in Japan.) So I thought I need to make friends somehow.
Then one day when I had a regular visit at the hospital, my nurse gave me a brochure of Tallinna Vaimse Tervise Keskus. There are some group activities, and she said that maybe some of them could be good for me.
After that, I contacted the Health Centre, and the staff said she wanted to meet me first.
When we met, she told me and determined to:
I omit details about the above here, but someday I will write.
Anyway, when I met a supporter, doing some procedures, we registered to get benefits of incapacity of work.
To proceed with this, it is required to have a talk with a doctor, but in my case I already saw her during the last six months, so we corrected some information, and applied for it.
This is not something that everyone can do, and when proceeding, you need to answer a huge amount of questions. This was the first step. I think it took a few hours to answer all the questions. The questions were all in Estonia, so I was glad that I had an Estonian supporter. I’m not sure if there is an English version, but perhaps there is.
After applying for it, we met the person-in-charge of my application. This process is managed by Töötukassa (the Estonian Unemployment Fund), and they have some offices in Tallinn.My supporter and I chose an office where an English speaker works. (I think it was in Endla street.)
Until I got an appointment, my supporter took care of the communication.
Then at the office of the Fund, she asked me very similar questions a lot. I think it took about one hour. This was the second step.
At the third step, the answers of the questions were received, and we checked it. Then we waited again.
This is the fourth step. When getting a result email, the email has two files: PDF and the file to do a digital signature. I checked the PDF file.
It was all in Estonia, so I used Google translate, but anyway the results were:
The reason why “I am partially capable of working” is because although I have autism, disorders and depression, those don’t significantly affect my living life.
In this PDF file, it also mentioned how much I can get as its benefit. If your result is “completely incapable of working”, the calculation is 15 euro per day, and if it’s “partially incapable of working”, it’s 8 euro per day. More details available at their web page.
Several days after I got a result and completely forgot about it, I suddenly got a letter from the Fund which included the Work Ability Card. The information on the card is:

In fact, by having this card, there is a hint of goodness. When I travelled in Viljandi, I could buy discount tickets with the card.
Lucky!
However I had concerns about the valid period and the condition of work.
It’s not easy for foreigners to find part-time jobs in Estonia. It is very difficult. Timbeter where I used to work was really flexible, but it was special and exceptional because it was a very start-up company.
So the reality was “the job is full time although the condition is partially capable”..
I thought that might be unfair with that situation, so I asked my supporter, but she said it was okay.
The reason is “we don’t know what will happen/worsen” (the health condition is different).
So it’s like compensating for health conditions with money.
For example, let’s compare two types of people:
Apparently the latter one is “weaker” and handicapped.
And the benefits compensate for it, so it’s fair.
Thus my monthly income is a salary at full time + the benefits.
I did not feel good about getting special money compared to other colleagues in the same position, but considering the differences of the health conditions, it’s not unfair.
In fact, I have paid for the medicines and the psychological therapies.
I have this Work Ability Card in my wallet with the Estonian ID card as they ask me to show the Estonian ID card when using the Work Ability Card.
It’s literally a card, so it’s not like a disability certificate which looks like a thin notebook issued in Japan.
In Japan and until I got the Work Ability Card, I had never had a disability certificate. I didn’t make one because the services in Japan for the holders were basically available for the physically disabled people. (I wasn’t depressed when I was in Japan, but autism and mental disorders could be considered.)
However, although I live in Estonia, anyway I won’t use the card that often.
So here was my story about getting the Work Ability Card.
Aitäh! 🙂